I'm still around, although I haven't posted on here in a long time. Around the time of my last post, I had just started getting therapy and have gone through a lot of emotional progress, coming to terms with childhood issues and deep-seeded problems that I hadn't confronted in a long time. Definitely more to come on this, as this stuff is important and is important to consider as you work to overcome your previous limitations.
Anyway, it's been several months, and I now find myself in a different place. I wouldn't say it's necessarily better or worse, just different. Let me explain: I got a job in May and have had it since. I'm basically doing watered down inside sales, looking to do something more solidly sales in nature at my company in the next few months. I've wanted to do inside sales for a while, so it's cool that I'm in that arena; definitely more satisfying than working a bum job at a restaurant I hate, amiright?
I've been in a rut lately, and definitely not on par to make my hopes for September come true. For example, I have like 2 weeks to make 55k$ to hit my goal, which seems unlikely. I didn't hit most of my goals. Why? My eyes went off the prize. I got lost in someone else's ideas of what I should be doing.
