Been a while since I updated. I'm kind of self-destructing right now, and more and more it becomes apparent that I keep on making bad decision after bad decision. I believe it's because I suffer from low self-esteem and subconsciously want to keep my life miserable. I picked up a copy of The Six Pillars Of Self-Esteem, and I can tell I'm really hitting the nail on the head because I'm experiencing extreme resistance to reading this book. The more I try to get myself to read it, the more desperately my subconscious looks for a distraction so I don't have to confront the issue.
I know it's getting cerebral and really isn't that fun to follow along, but this is absolutely the most important part of this journey: the foundation. While there aren't clear wapoints, and no clear "victory", this is certainly the most important part of beginning a new life.
Tomorrow's goal is simply to read 8 hours of the book, along with any ancillary work that needs to be done (notes, exercises, whatever). I WILL update tomorrow once I've done this, because I WILL read it. Waking up early tomorrow to get a head start on it.
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